Pith
in the first version:
she is lying on the mattress
a man is next to her
he is thick and solid 
like an uprooted tree
his branches swing towards her
in the second version:
she lies in a tomb 
the tomb is being filled 
with a clear liquid
the liquid has a texture,
not unlike drinking bits of glass,
a poison or a preservative
for the body that has not expired yet
in the third version:
she looks up at the wall
two figures emerge 
one is of a man who holds a vial
filled with a clear liquid
the other is a woman 
who stands behind him
we cannot see the face of the other
in the first version: 
her body rejects the liquid
they keep pouring it in
she keeps throwing it up
it is an attempt to live
as the hands move towards her
she is drawn deeper
into the mattress 
long brown fingers 
pointing upwards
in the second version:
a triangle of light
forms on the stuccoed wall
she asks the light
what does this mean?
the shadow figure
informs her that she is 
the queen of new york
and her body is to be filled with pith
the soft inner substance of feather or hair;
or to sever and destroy the spinal cord,
of, usually by inserting a needle into the
vertebral canal;  or strength, vigor, mettle
in the final version:
she puts on the silver dress 
and the silver shoes
kohl-framed eyes
she is on the dance floor 
of a nightclub
the orb throws circles of 
light on extended arms
